There is something wrong with my life rejection, stagnation, joblessness, lust, I watch pornography just to feel something, anything, then masturbate and feel nothing, shame doesn't live here, am numb to it, guilt doesn't live here, am numb to it. My life is like a wilderness, nothing to show...
academic failure career business failure powers
career business new tech skills pursuit
country: nigeria
failuredisappointmentfinancialcrisislimitation
familiar battle evil pattern
greatness spirit anti progress spirit stagnation loss
low status non achievement
marine attacks depression affliction insanity lose
misfortune evil identity boundage
untimely death sickness powerlessness