external validation

Would you answer God's prayers? It occurred to me that all that I've been doing is praying for myself and others. Constantly needing external validation and an answer for outcomes. Talking to God but never listening. Today I went to a cemetery and to a walk through it. It was a beautiful calm...

That the women in my family stop trying to put me down to lift themselves up because they got issues. They do this to a lot of other girls including me and it is very annoying to not be able to have a normal conversation because they are so desperate to look for attention and external...