explicit contents

I can't pray to God . I disobeyed lord watching explicit contents I can't stop it 😢. I tried so many times but I am tired I don't have any happiness life is full of problems

Please pray for me 🙏. I tried to stop watching explicit contents but I can't. I always fall into sin I can't love god I don't have any peace full of problems and tension in my life. I am very much tired I don't know will I be in this situation for rest of my life

I disobeyed god purposefully I didn't want to do that but I can't stop committing sin when I lose and get teased in group, I don't have a strong mind I am filled with fear and get sad on very small things, to get relaxed I watch explicit contents to get pleasure from sin and forget ever bad...

I am fighting with lust every day I masturbate I lose to it I also feel very lonely no close friends very lazy to pray to God always watch explicit contents feels like God is not hearing or don't intersted in me and intrusive thoughts are always coming to my mind I can't control it I mock God in...