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I am so tired and I wish Jesus would end my life at this exact moment. My diagnosed mother won't stop harassing me, and she stole the last keepsakes that my father gave me, kept denying she took them, then said she did but she can't find them, and accused me of overreacting when I got a panic...

Guys, pray, 1- that I heal from substance abuse / that I stay away from any addiction or drug addiction that may try to come to me in the future. Please, struggling badly & need the prayer. 2- need to move my stuff out of my room, and just want to have it done alone & without anyone else being...