ex-boyfriend

I know that I have been forgiven of my sin of lust and not waiting for marriage, I deeply regret what I have done and I have stayed away from that for months now. Lately, I have been having terrible anxiety about having a cryptic pregnancy and it is affecting me in many ways. Background...

This is with respect to me cheating on my current ex-boyfriend. I feel miserable and just want him back in my life. I do not wish upon repeating my mistake ever; I just want him back in my life.