early 40

I need my own husband I need grow in my business Am in my early 40's and i need to carry my babies, I have not been able to conceive for a long time as a result of fallopian tube blockage. I need an appointment from my party. I need my supply in 3 Century back to weekly supply.

i would like prayers for myself, i seem to live with so much regret why i never got more children, yet now in my early 40's and i just yearn for a little one/s. whichever way that child or children come in. I so much desire for another chance. What could all this mean, sometimes it scares...