disorganized world

I have a certain pattern that I like to do things,to me it seems better,and I feel more in control,but lately,the disorganized nature of things,and even other people I deal with,I haven't been able to do things according to my preferred way.In other words, the disorganized world around me is...

I'm an organized person in a disorganized world and my nerves can't take this craziness anymore.To degrade myself dealing with a bunch of disorganized idiots and a disorganized system,is so far beneath me, like rubbing my face in mud.