disorganized world

I have a certain pattern that I like to do things, to me it seems better, and I feel more in control, but lately, the disorganized nature of things, and even other people I deal with, I haven't been able to do things according to my preferred way. In other words, the disorganized world around me...

I'm an organized person in a disorganized world and my nerves can't take this craziness anymore.To degrade myself dealing with a bunch of disorganized idiots and a disorganized system,is so far beneath me, like rubbing my face in mud.