depressed caregiver

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im a depressed caregive rwho has been lonley and depressed and now very ill... very very skinny and i hav eno insuraqnce.. i was diagnosed wiht lyme disease few years back. im so angry all the time. why did God make me so lonley for so mayn years. i dotn hear form the Lord. i tried praying so...