It has only been a week and two days since my dear sister ### died suddenly.
I am really struggling as along with grieving for my sister I am dealing with mental and physical illnesses which makes getting sleep very difficult so I am really tired and today I have a sore throat.
Also there...
18th february
biliary stent
country: united kingdom
dearsistermargaret
following afternoon
many legal matters
physical illnesses
post mortem
sore throat
two days
I don't mean to sound self-pitying but I can honestly say that I am existing and not living 😔 I was confined to bed for six years due to many very painful physical illnesses along with mental illnesses. During this time many truly awful things have happened including the loss of many loved ones...
awful things
country: united kingdom
dearsistermargaret
many loved
many people
many very painful physical illnesses
mental illnesses
miserable life father
two months
unbearable physical pain
So sorry to post again but really struggling to get through this day
My dear sister ### is so unwell she sleeps most of the time and I am alone all day sitting in bed suffering terrible physical pain and battling the mental illness which causes a mental torture I can't describe but it is 24/7...
country: united kingdom
dear abba father
dearsistermargaret
many occasions
mental illness
mental torture
one trial
rich promises
side effects
terrible physical pain
Oh my dear family in Christ I am so grateful for your love and prayers and I am sorry to say this but if God won't end my suffering then I will have to. The only thing stopping me is not knowing how to do it and causing even more pain to my dear sister ###.
Please forgive me if this sounds...
I am struggling to find the right words as so tired but as many of you will know I have had illnesses most of my life and the past six years have been especially difficult with SO many bad things happening which made my mental and physical health even worse resulting in me being admitted to...
anti depressant
country: united kingdom
dearsistermargaret
first time
many bad things
medical support
right leg
right words
two months
withdrawal symptoms
It is my dear sister Margaret's 75th Birthday next Sunday. This should be a real celebration but if God doesn't heal us it won't be.😢 Please pray that Jesus will reach out and heal us so we can celebrate for the first time in many years. Thanks so much and God Bless
My dear family in Christ I am sorry to keep bringing my burdens to you but I am afraid!
My health,and especially my mental health i,s a lot worse today. Probably not helped by lack of sleep. I am exhausted.
What has frightened me is that I may be stopping the healing God has for me?
It is...
Oh my dear family in Christ I am sorry again to keep burdening you but I am so afraid!
My health both physically and mentally is getting much worse and there is nothing more that can done medically.
I feel like ending it so I can get much needed peace and rest but can't do that to my dear sister...