core belief

pls pray to heal me form past trauma I have been bullied during my vulnerable early years now my core belief is that people are against me, dislike me and want to be mean to me or drag me down or get in my way to prevent my greater good i think that people hurt me on purpose pls heal me and also...

I have been bullied and rejected. I have a core belief in this... It is time for me to have a relationship...I am getting older and would like to have a romantic relationship with those who I care about and who care about me.. It's time for me to have a grown up relationship-mature one...Pls...