complete shambles

URGENT ~ Lord Jesus hear my prayer: Please pray that I get a job. I have made a complete shambles of my life. I have only now realized what a mess I've made of things. I have messed things up for years, not realizing how bad I was making things. Please, I literally need a miracle. Please pray...

I feel stupid praying. I have so many different beliefs but I do believe in a god. My life is a complete shambles and I’d really like to ask for help. I feel like I’ve gone so long without praying that asking for help now is just wrong. On top of that, I just feel stupid in general and question...