childhood family problems

I m tired of my life.Since childhood.Family problems.Witchcraft bondages.Skin problem,ugly face,embarrassment,overweight.No gud relation with parents and siblings.No gud friends.Heartbreak.I dont want god anymore.I don't want to do his will,he can't force me.I want to b happy like others...

I m tired of my life. Since childhood. Family problems. Witchcraft bondages. Skin problem, ugly face, embarrassment, exclusion. Health, body, overweight. No good relation with parents and siblings. No good friends. Heartbreak. I don't want god anymore. I don't want to do his will, he can't force...