boyfriends relationship

I’ve had anxiety for a while but never out of control. But it’s like every week that passes I get worse about thinking nothing but negative thoughts and I have so much to be thankful for!! I think about what if or anything going grocery shopping like what I’m the world is going on with me?!?😩😩😩...

God, please strengthen me and my boyfriends relationship. I just want things to work out. I know I have done a few bad things in my short life time but I want to change and just be with him. I know he's a bad kid. For example, he had a child at 14 and he's kind of like my dad because my dad also...