blood surrender

Coming holiday season is a burden to me. It was special time whit her. She brougth the christmas back to me. Due my relatives and difficult family situation christmas time has always been difficult for me. Whit her it was special and beautyfull. I wish we could be back together and she would...

Coming holiday season is a burden to me. It was special time whit her. She brougth the christmas back to me. Due my relatives and difficult family situation christmas time has always been difficult for me. Whit her it was special and beautyfull. I wish we could be back together and she would...

Father I don't know if this leads to anything. Tofay my sorrow grew so bad I wrote a message to her. Telling her I am sorry too for the mistakes I made. Telling her how much she and our relationship meant for me. That home she told we had. I told her that we had so much good things that this...

Father please help me. I surrender all to your hands. Please heal, restore and ease my sorrow and tears. I am down feeling like I am just surviving trough my days trying to hold back my tears. Father you see this all please help me. In Jesus name and blood I surrender amen.

Father restore communication between us. And nullify all damage done by her BPD episode. Restore healthy communication and love back between us and let her remove the blocks she placed. Let her realise and see I intent no evil to her only good. Open her eyes and heart to see I love her and want...

Father you have lead me to a path that is strange and odd. Told me to love a spesific woman and gave me this incredible conviction and peace about it. This whole story is like straigth from the book of Hosea and I am serious when I say this. I surrendered all this to your hands giving up and...

Father in praise and faith I surrender her situation to your hands. In faith I give up it for you to guide and control. You know all the mental health issues she is going trough. You know how tough it is for me too as loved one. I know you see, hear and are working on this at the very moment...