best heart

Dear God.Only thoughts of suicide in my head.Please help me .I let my son down by not being a the person I am supposed to be .We feel trapped.No way out.Please pray for us .He is the best child ever .He tries so hard and has the best heart .I'm loosing my child Lord.Pleade help us

I asking Jesus name for the healing of my wife best heart that the Lord will restore our marriage make the bond between the stronger closed the gap between us and Jesus name I pray amen