Here's a redacted version of your testimony, maintaining the religious context and personal reflections:
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I have to write a testimony for my baptism next week and I have no clue my family was dysfunctional. I was the middle child, always looking for someone to just love me. I always booze...
Lord thank you so much for everything you have done for me your a great God and know I not been the best Christian and working on to be better person please help me with that cause I don't what to do anymore lord I need your help to figure how to make things better I pray this your name amen