angry bitter people

all my life i was with extremely angry birtter peopel .i want this end. Lor dpleae take me away i wanna die. pelase HELP PLEASE PLESE HVE MERCY ITS TÖOOMCUH why ypu help us Lord Jeus Chirst pelase come into my life my mothers and dads and fmily my grandm aina major way.im not strogn enugh PLEASE...