anal passage

Dear lord god my diagnosis showed with my recent visit to a hospital says that I keep getting anal fissures, or piles repeatedly due to anal passage which is not the required size for stool passage hence causing motion sickness, hence even sometimes blood in stool if I take hot spicy food...

Dear lord christ I am bleeding again in the anal passage after passing motion, I am sitting for stools nearly 3 or 4 times a day my doctor knows he says it will reduce under treatment if it has increased then it is better to die than to suffer like this repeatedly once 2 or 3 days, also...