53 old man

I'm so low. Not low enough too were I don't believe God is in control. I know he is. I can't stop crying. Been days of this. Very strange. I'm a 53 year old man. Please pray for me to regain my composure. To trust God at all cost!

Goodmorning,sir I am 53 years old man , all I lost my job when i go for the introduction that was may 2013 since then nothing has happened on my life though we are still living together