42 old woman

I am a 42 year old woman who has been in a relationship with my partner for the last 21 years and still not married and no children. I am also struggling with my relationship with God and truly believe in him but feel I could learn to know him better. I have a great job but continue to have ups...

I am 42 years old woman with 4 children I am not married I need a husband please help me thanks juddie