3 hour journey

I have a hospital appointment on the ### January to have my biliary stent removed but it is a ### hour journey in the cold with an overnight stay and I don't honestly think I can do it but it is dangerous to leave it in too long. I have been living on very little food for almost two weeks so...

I honestly don't know how much longer I can go on suffering so much! Despite so many prayers, repentance of sin, etc., I am so much worse in mine and body. Worried about my sister ### who is so unwell and sleeping 20 hours a day. Also, my hospital appointment to have my biliary stent removed is...

I really hoped and prayed that God would heal me and my sister ### for Christmas but He hasn't and we are both so disappointed and, have to confess, I am afraid. I am trying hard to believe God loves me but don't feel loved 😢 I don't mean to sound self-pitying but it is going to be a horrible...