3 crows

I don’t want to die I’m 35 the devil is constantly attacking me I lost my husband almost a year ago I’m struggling in meth addiction and I saw 3 crows yesterday I don’t want to die I love the lord Jesus but I don’t want to die

Please pray for me I don’t want to die I’m only 35 I have a 18 yr old daughter and lost my husband a year ago on 28th I’m stuck in addiction to meth I hate it but can’t stop it I saw 3 crows days lord please don’t let me die