1st pregnancy trauma

Am married and having a 5years old girl. I don't have an idea to get pregnant due to my 1st pregnancy trauma. My family and relatives a being forced of this and make us shame wherever we do. Am getting in too depressed and stressed killing me day by day. I can't think and decide for my life...

Am married and having a 5years old girl. I don't have an idea to get pregnant due to my 1st pregnancy trauma. My family and relatives a being forced of this and make us shame wherever we do. Am getting in too depressed and stressed killing me day by day. I can't think and decide for my life...