My faith isn't as great as it was. Can you pray for the baptism of the Holy Spirit. That I would be filled. I don't feel, hear God. It's as if nothing matters. I can't feel emotion. I struggle to know how I am spiritually in God's eyes, though I believe with my whole heart. I just wonder if I'm saved as I think I am. I feel hopeless, unnattractive.
I pray to be delivered from this bondage. I'm doing this by myself because I know that whenever I ask for help the enemy interferes. My asking for help seems to keep falling on deaf ears. Since these attacks have been happening to me, I never felt alone. I once put on my FB account "That would of you were the only one who knew something but nobody believes you." I was sent to a whole different province on parole to serve the remainder of my sentence, only something happened to me to put me...
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